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Sometimes I have this huge feeling that something really, really important is missing in my life. I feel it in here. It's like a huge hole, always present. I don't know what it is, or when it's going to pop up into my life, or even if!, it is going to pop up. I just... It's so strong. How can I miss something whose existence I don't acknowledge? I'ts so messy. Sometimes I feel so happy all the time and then, all of a sudden, maybe right in the day next, I feel so under the weather that I can't even make an effort to open my mouth and say something... And it's on these particular moments I feel empty. But what puzzles me the most it's not it. It's I feel, again I don't know how, but I do feel it's near. As if it was right next to me. Maybe in the next corner. Or hidding behind that edge. So near I could grab it with my bare hands. But then again I can't grab it if I don't know what it is... Brain please don't let me drawn on this! - I yell, overwelmed by this sensation. And my brain keeps me afloat in the middle of these feelings and emotions. I just... don't know. I wish I did.

Me